So...... as of last night i am officially taken :) I'm off the single ladies chart! He was my best friend first and now he is a bit more and I'm just really happy :). I feel like if I share more on this specific subject, then I am kinda spoiling it, so I won't say any more than that....but just know that I'm really happy <3
Hey guys! My Valentines day wasn't good....it was a long day.... but today something cool happened! You know how spotify makes you a personal playlist every Monday? Well this song came on, "How to Love" by Lil' Wayne and it just made me smile :D. Back when i was in middle school this guy used to mess with me in biology(I think that was the class) and would randomly belt out that song to me. It was embarrassing, but we all knew it was really funny. It was nice coming back to a nice memory of middle school. After all it was kinda the worst years of my life lol. My advice for you today is to try and find the best in your situation. You will get through it!
Look for the good in every person and every situation. You'll almost Always find it. -Brian Tracy I am sorry to say that this was one of the worst days that I have ever had. First off, I don't feel good. I have a bad cold and my head is killing me and just...no. So i called in for work to say i was staying home and then my parents got mad at me saying that i shouldn't have called off work, and that to blow my nose and i would be fine. So i went to darn work. so i get there and i was supposed to be a hostess but my manager switched on me again and made me server last minute. Then, i go through the day, feeling as good as i possibly can in the situation, and then the table i get right before for i leave (7 teenagers) tips me absolutely nothing even though i didn't do anything wrong. So then i go to clean the table and i see this to-go box laying there and i go to pick it up, and...its a nice little note....saying thing that I really don't want to write here. but mainly they called me thing i wasn't and told me to do things i would never do. Mind you, I'm already having a bad day, plus I'm super big on what people think and say about me, so I kinda cried a little. Not a lot, just my face getting red and like two tears. I mean it's not like i knew who they were so it didn't matter as much as i would have if i actually knew them. THEN my boss tells me that i have to stay, even though i already told them that i had a vet appointment for lyric, my kitten. So that happened. and then the give me a table and i go to get their drinks, and one of the servers smashes right into me and the drinks go all over me. Coffee, soda, AND water. And right there i seriously just broke. I was getting red and fanning myself and kind of moving fast, and then i just ran to the back and broke down crying. Some of my coworkers talked to me and apparently one of them got me to be able to go home and not stay(Thank you by the way!) but i was stubborn as usual and told my boss that i could calm down and that i would be fine and that i could still work, and she was all "oh but you're crying and i can tell you don't feel good"(even though i already told them i didn't feel good)"its fine you can go home and rest" So thank God I got to do that. So I get home and almost totally forget about lyrics appointment so i try to call a cab and no cab line is answering because of the parades. So I had to re-schedule lyrics appointment. For the 4th time! and now I'm here....that was my no good horrible very bad day.Seriously.
unfortunately here's another sad post. I had a horrible weekend. I went to work and we started this children's hospital donation thing right? So my boss told me to walk around (I was hosting not serving) and try to get donations from tables because I was a good people person. So I ended up getting a bunch of donations, which is awesome for the kids, but people were really crappy about it. So here's the thing, they say that its a contest and whoever gets the most donations wins......but I really don't care about that, i mean its for the kids! But don't mention that to the servers because as soon as they found out it was a contest it was like nothing else mattered, which is ridiculous. So after I got my first donation, the server who had that table started going around to all the other servers saying, "oh my gosh jade took my table donation.." yada yada yada... and i was like, seriously? and then i got a few more and then two other servers started complaining and messing with me. I eventually just went back to the front and told my boss i wasn't doing any more cause people wouldn't shut up about it and they wouldn't leave me alone!she gave me her look and was like, "jade go do donations." and i reluctantly went back to go do more. well she told me to go to our party in the back and get donations from them, and the waitress for that table actually said, mind you, IN FRONT OF THE GUESTS, "Oh nonononono, that's MY table, you need to go do your own things. you can go ahead and get their donations but you better put it under MY name." That. was. just. ridiculous. You should never ever say stuff like that in front of the guests! Apparently one of my managers saw her do that and she was like, "oh jade you can put it under your name." oh my gosh. i was so done. I told my boss that i felt that if i went and got any more donations that someone was gonna hit me! and she was like, "watch someone try and hit you i swear they will be gone like that.". I love my boss. Hate about half my coworkers though.....
My advice for today is to really take care of the nature that is around you. You may not realize it but you have a huge affect on what is happening. The environment is in us, not outside of us. the trees are our lungs, the rivers our bloodstream. We are all interconnected, and what you do to the environment ultimately you do to yourself-Ian Somerhalder (My favorite living actor BTW!!) So...I'm struggling pretty bad in school right now. Usually it isn't that bad but right now it just horrible. Trigonometry has me crying I swear :(. It's like every time I try and do a problem, it turns into gibberish!!!My teacher is amazing though and she really understands....My advice for today is to not be afraid to ask for help. It can really be worth it in the long run!
Sometimes the only answer people are looking for when they ask for help is that they won't have to face the problem alone.-Mark Amend |
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